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  • Life sucks sometime

    To begin with, I may be canceling my pump upgrade on Monday.  Going to give myself time to digest everything.

    Had some stuff going on at school today, that just left me drained a bit more than usual.  Normal end of the year stuff, and getting ready for next year, plus something else that just added on to it.  Unfortunately nothing I feel free to talk about — but basically it’s kind of hard when you get what you want and the people around you aren’t.  Especially when I was there for a couple of years — and I’m not entirely sure I’m getting what I want this year.  Remember the old saying about be careful for what you ask for.

    That being said — came home and started on my Fitness4Diabetes workout, but before I actually got started, I noticed the house was a bit warm, looked at the thermostat, saw it was 80 but attributed that to outside being hot and muggy.

    After I finished, I realized I was REALLY hot.  Looked at the thermostat, and saw 81.  Like blood sugar, it was supposed be going down, not up, so took a look at the circuit breaking thinking with the storms we have had, maybe the breaker was off.  It wasn’t off, but it wasn’t on either.

    So I lifted them and they stayed in the same state.  Went back to the A/C, turned it on, flipped the breakers, and waited a while.  Checked the outside unit and it wasn’t on.

    Called the people I have a maintenance agreement with, they came out (eventually), and said that the compressor was grounded and said he needed to write a estimate for a new compressor.

    Well, I immediately got sick to my stomach.  This spring hasn’t been good with an unexpected tax bill of over $4000.  Which shouldn’t have been unexpected, though we’d fixed it but then my husband discovered payroll did do what we asked them to do last year — hopefully it’s fixed now, on my paycheck end instead of his, because it’s easier — I just had to fill out a page on a website.

    Well, the estimate was for over $5000 but he said we really needed to get one of their “comfort experts” out and get the whole system evaluated.  We both agree but I want A/C now.

    My plan right now is to get a second opinion and do some shopping around.  Also get them to come out and do an estimate on Monday with Rich.  My next early week is full — Marcie needs phenobartibal levels checked on Monday, and I have some field testing I have to do on Tuesday and Thursday.

    So the house is not, but at least we have power, which not everyone in the region has.

    The whole A/C thing though reminds me of diabetes.  You go through life, making it each day one at a time, and everything is going okay.  Then all of a sudden, something unexpected comes alone and throws you for a complete loop.

    I battling a bit of depression — something I’ve been fighting ever since we got the tax bill. 

    Oh and some anxiety — which the seniors are giving me.  We do the WEIRDEST thing.  We still have three weeks of school, but next week is the last week for the seniors.  It’s gets weird.  First AP Tests starts on Monday.  Second, we have a MANDATORY Senior meeting on Monday — yeah, it was on the schedule that way.

    Yeah, it gets weirder.

    So Tuesday is the last day for 5th, 6th, and 7th period — they meet 1st through 4th, but have finals 5th, 6th, and 7th — the good news, is my kids get their room, so they can still do the final.

    After that it gets fuzzy, but basically their last day is Thursday.  Then graduation is the weekend after.  One reason we do this, is that if a kid hasn’t met graduation requirements, they can make up work.  I’ve had seniors holed up in my room for 2 days in the past, making up assignments.

    Seriously, isn’t this weird? 

    So I’ve got a senior who I can NG.  Means she has more than 10 absenses.  And she hasn’t done all of her work.  It gets better — she doesn’t have a passing grade.  It gets even better — she came to class yesterday and asked to go to the restroom.  I told her she could, but she had to wait for the pass to come back.  Two minutes later she gets up and walks out.  AND SHE NEVER CAME BACK.  She’s even gone today.  And I went looking for her yesterday. 

    Who wants to bet she’s going to be holed up in my room at the end of the week — or next week.

    As she wouldn’t be back in my room this year if she didn’t need a technology credit to graduation.

    Yeah, and the Mavericks suck too.

  • Diabetes Mine: Don’t Just Bolus, SUPER BOLUS

    Amy is writing about the Super Bolus.  I freely admit, I’ve just never gotten the Super Bolus — but then I also have problems with extended boluses.  

    Not entirely new, but totally worth revisiting: pumping aficionado John Walsh’s “Super Bolus” method for smacking down high post-prandial glucose levels even before they hit.

    Source: Diabetes Mine: Don’t Just Bolus, SUPER BOLUS

    Here’s my whole problem with the concept — I’m a math teacher AND a computer sicence teacher, and I haven’t been able to wrap my head around the math.  I also haven’t been able to wrap my head around programming my pump to do all that.

    The good news, being a Type 2, I think I have a bit of cushion about the effects of those things.  I also try really had not to get into those situations.

    I will say that Amy’s explaination makes more sense to me but maybe it’s just seeing it one more time.

  • A1C explaination

    Yes, 6.9 isn’t bad — however, my best is 6.0 — yes, without lows.  And I’m usually in the under 6.5 range.

    So the 6.9 was a bit upsetting.

    Especially when my meter hasn’t been reflecting that.

  • A1C Results

    Not the greatest — 6.9

  • Weekend Experiment Results

    I was a bit disappointed — I had reduced my TDD on Saturday by 10 units, but on Sunday only by 5 units.  However, that’s still quite a bit of a reduction considering that bolus insulin is about 20 units a day for me right now.

    Actually that’s a lot of insulin.

    I also think my blood sugar was trying to elevate from the Lasix yesterday.  My blood sugar was a bit high this morning, though I’m hoping part of that was from being disconnected from the pump.

    I also didn’t see as much weight loss from the Lasix this weekend.  On the other hand, I have ankles again, which is always good.

    This week I’m focusing on getting enough sleep — both Saturday and Sunday I slept in fairly late and then went to bed at 9:30 last night.  I’m hoping that will get me through the week.  This is my last week before the AP exam — my major stressor of the year.

  • Verplank Wins!

    He’s one of my sports heros — okay probably my only hero as I am not that much into sports.

    He went to public school in Dallas — next door from my school at W.T. White.  He grew up as a golfer at the country club around the corner.

    Plus he’s a diabetic.

    I’ll never forget when I approached my husband about an insulin pump, he said “Cool, Verplank has one and his golf really improved when he went on it.”

    I also think it’s a bit poetic justice since he was one of Bryan Nelson’s kids.  After seeing how bad the greens looked and with Bryan gone, I have a feeling this is the last year it will be a “big deal”.

    Sad, because my kids through the years have really benefited from the Salemanship Club.

  • More experiments

    Well, I don’t consider the lasix thing an experiment anymore, since the endo not only approved it but wrote a script up for it.

    I’m still showing a 4-5 pound weight loss, not bad with almost 4 weeks of working with fitness4diabetics.  The approximate is because of the water weight fluxuations.

    I have been doing another experiment this weekend, and it’s to see how little insulin I can get by with.  If I do a fairly decently low carb meal, and walk for 20 minutes after, I don’t need much of a bolus — I am still doing basal insulin AND symlin though.  So I’m not completely insulin free.  It only saved 10 units yesterday.

    I have to watch the low carb — the more I low carb, the worst the gastric reflux. 

    So all in all, I’m still losing weight, still happy with fitness4diabetics, though I have to be careful during the workweek not to get too tired.  Had a couple of bad days of eating as a result of that.

  • Experiment results

    The five pounds I lost are still missing.  I really bounce around on the scales though.  My friend edema.

    I screwed up last night’s meal — gave myself 10 units instead of 5.  Didn’t sleep well, but I don’t think it was gastric reflux as I have not been coughing as much today.  I tend to have trouble sleeping on Monday’s as I get home from dog agility late.  Blood sugar was beautiful yesterday evening.

    Got yesterday scripts off to Medco.  Decided to go ahead and ship off the new blood pressure pills, may even switch to them instead of waiting.

    Wish there was a place to take good but no longer needed medication to.  I’ve had the same problem with contacts.

    More good news, since I’ve decided to limit my calories (but way higher than fitness4diabetes has suggested), I’ve been able to do it.  And still off the carbonated drinks.  In fact, haven’t touched one today.  Though that doesn’t seem to influence the GERD.

  • Endo Visit

    He noticed the edema and thought that taking Lasix twice a week probably wouldn’t be a bad idea.  He also changed my blood pressure medcation to a new, kinder diuretic that will work better.

    Also thought adding Symlin at 5 units back to my evening meal wouldn’t be a bad idea — so of course, when I got home and ate, I did 10 units <rilling eyes>  At least i remembered after.

    Also tweaked my morning basal rate some more because I always spend my mornings high.

    Not a bad visit. 

    Oh, and if you want a Multiclix Lancing device, ask your endo for an Aviva meter — they come with.  And the devices are $30 bugs now!  I lost my spare — $37.00 at the pharmacist where the endo is at!

    You can occasionally snag them on Ebay.

  • Lasix Experiment 2 – continued

    The weight I lost from the lasix is back — and so are the thick ankles. Next weekend I’ll try two days and see what happens.

    I may just be cursed with edema for a while.

    I”m seeing my Endo today and am going to ask his opinion too.