{"id":2140,"date":"2006-05-21T22:48:16","date_gmt":"2006-05-21T22:48:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/the-source-of-m\/"},"modified":"2006-05-21T22:48:16","modified_gmt":"2006-05-21T22:48:16","slug":"the-source-of-m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/the-source-of-m\/","title":{"rendered":"The source of my stress"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It actually all started about 4 years ago, shortly before I was diagnosed.  We got a new principal whose mission was to get rid of any dead weight.  Unfortunately I knew her by reputation, she was the principal that ran out an education classmate of mine her first year of teaching.  I also knew she had been somewhat unreasonable to a friend of mine at her prior school.  There is an article that describes her tactics on the internet but I&#8217;m not going to link to it.  Even though the principal has retired, I don&#8217;t want to say too much.<\/p>\n<p>I was diagnosed with diabetes that September.  I had a lot of problems as a result &#8212; I think my blood sugar was okay until the glucose tolerance test, but after it my blood sugar was extremely elevated and stayed that way for several months.<\/p>\n<p>I do believe that the problems I have had with diabetes has much affected how well I teach and also how well I get along with other people.  It even affects adversely the way I deal with stressful situations.  I still don&#8217;t have the energy level I had before my diagnosis.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I think the above all contributed to my feeling like I was a target.  I still do not feel comfortable in my world as a result and it will be a long time.<\/p>\n<p>Right now, I&#8217;m very much aware of the fact that my students are not prepared for their exams, and not only is there nothing I can do about it now, I already did the best I could give the time and materials I had to work with.  I can intellectually tell myself that, and I&#8217;m even sure that my building leadership would agree with me, but I still am not comfortable unless I feel like my students are completely prepared.<\/p>\n<p>The good news, is that I will have this summer to try to make things better for next year&#8217;s students.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It actually all started about 4 years ago, shortly before I was diagnosed. We got a new principal whose mission was to get rid of any dead weight. Unfortunately I knew her by reputation, she was the principal that ran out an education classmate of mine her first year of teaching. I also knew she [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2140","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-current-status"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2140","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2140"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2140\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2140"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2140"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kweaver.org\/diabetes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2140"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}