If she thinks that guilt is a problem for Type 1 ….

Diabetes Can be a Five Letter Word.

… and that five letter word is "guilt."

via sixuntilme.com

And she thinks guilt is a problem for Type 1s…… Let me tell you what it is like for the overweight, Type 2, diabetic.

Forgetting the fact that both my parents have been diagnosed with diabetes, and both of my fathers parents were diagnosed with diabetes, and that my father, his father and mother, all died of cardiovascular complications of diabetes …

IT IS MY FAULT I HAVE DIABETES.

Ask any one.  Ask my endo, my primary care physician, the NY Times or anyone walking down the street.  It is my f*ing fault I'm here.

At least I was diagnosed before "pre-diabetes".

Seriously my blood sugar has been watched since I was a teen ager.  My first fasting glucose test as done when I was around 15 and NOT over weight.  In fact,  I was pretty thin (disappeared when I turned sideways) until I was riding a bicycle and hit by a car.

One doctor (sleep / pulmonary specialist and one of the top in the city of Dallas) figures that I have sleep apnea because my jaw was broken.  Love him, because the undiagnosed sleep apnea is probably the cause.  

I have struggled with sleep and weight since then.  And I rarely win.

But I'm sorry — Type 1s don't know the first thing about guilt — we've deal with the same guilt as we do PLUS!  (and yeah, I know a lot of idiots blame Type 1 on too much sugar too).

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4 responses to “If she thinks that guilt is a problem for Type 1 ….”

  1. Suz Avatar

    You might feel like it’s your fault, but looks like you are predestined to be at at least a high risk for it! Don’t be so hard on yourself!
    Can I bother you with looking at my mom’s story on my blog? She’s taking a new health supplement that is made with diabetes friendly sugars that has helped her with her sugar levels… her A1C levels, cholesterol levels, weight, all improved in 6 weeks. It sounds too good to be true, and from my husband and my perspective as you’ll read… we were skeptics too. You won’t believe what it’s made of!
    I do hope you take care of yourself! You only have one life to live… and it’s more fun if you spend less time feeling guilty and more time enjoying it!

  2. Suz Avatar

    You might feel like it’s your fault, but looks like you are predestined to be at at least a high risk for it! Don’t be so hard on yourself!
    Can I bother you with looking at my mom’s story on my blog? She’s taking a new health supplement that is made with diabetes friendly sugars that has helped her with her sugar levels… her A1C levels, cholesterol levels, weight, all improved in 6 weeks. It sounds too good to be true, and from my husband and my perspective as you’ll read… we were skeptics too. You won’t believe what it’s made of!
    I do hope you take care of yourself! You only have one life to live… and it’s more fun if you spend less time feeling guilty and more time enjoying it!

  3. dhea Avatar

    I have read the article based on the quilt problem.You might feel like it’s your fault, but looks like you are predestined to be at at least a high risk for it!.Be strong and live a life with full of happiness.

  4. dhea Avatar

    I have read the article based on the quilt problem.You might feel like it’s your fault, but looks like you are predestined to be at at least a high risk for it!.Be strong and live a life with full of happiness.

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