Yikes!

That describes yesterday.  Didn't sleep at all Monday night, so was very sleep deprived all day.

Did make it for my 5th fill at the end of the school day.  Those are not painful just annoying and i was on liquid diet all day yesterday since I a) have trouble keeping anything down while I am at school and b) didn't take any time to eat.

So have been pushing the liquids since the fill and have had no trouble staying on them.  The plan today is to do my normal food, McCafe Mocha and add unjury chocalate power to it — that wasn't too bad last night == and it puts me up to 30 grams of protein with only a few carbs.

Then do a slim fast or too during the day.

Right now the weight is good  — right around my lowest post surgery weight, but that's in the morning without clothing, which never matches the doctor's scales.

I took an Ambien CR about 9:00 pm last night, and while most of it is cleared out my system (when I took up an hour ago, I was having trouble maintaining balance.  I woke up several times with my mask riden up when is never very comfortable.

I'm supposed to hear about new equipment today, and picking that up on the way home, and using my last Ambien would be a good choice.  I'm going to call doctor and ask what alternative we have since the Ambien is still in my system 8 hours later.  It will probably be regular ambien, which is easier to get from the pharmacy.

I had a really bad pump day yesterday — two site in a row failed, but I was pretty bad the second was bad, and was just crossing my fingers.  Blood sugar hit 360, and at that point, I injected 10 units in my calf.  That seemed to work, and the new site seems to be working too.  I took my blood sugar an hour ago, and then just how, and their was a difference (136 to 125).  Will be watching close today.