Got on the scales today and I'm missing another pound!
However, I'm still having gratification vs. grief issues. That's the best way I can put it.
I'm losing about 1 pound of week, but then it's not really a pound. Here's what I mean, during a particular week, my weight will vary between the current weight to at least 4 pounds more. I'd like the weight to be a bit more stable.
I'd also like to see more than a pound a week off.
However, at this time last year, I was gaining a pound a week so can I really think of it as two pounds a week off, or something weird like that — head games.
And here's the bigger deal. I keep finding things I can't eat. Last week it was Diet Gourmet's pot roast. That whole dinner ended up coming up.
So not being able to eat pot roast isn't worth losing a pound a week to me right now.
Yeah, more head games.
I also still feel the same level of pain on a regular basis. Of course, it doesn't help that we've had more rainy days than not since October, maybe middle of September. Rain does not help the arthitis!
I did by "emergency" clothing. I have emergency skirts. I have pile of skirts I can wear if my current skirts get too big.
I bought emergency panties and emergency shirts as they were on sale at Lane Bryant, and I like having a small stock pile of clothing to switch to, if the current clothing gets to big.
Also need to start a stash for clothing again, but right now, only have one too big skirt I kept back from the clothing exchange.
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