This is fill is difficult, but my weight is going down, so I'm not messing with it.
Parent conferences last night and the parent's served us smoked chicked. I insisted on dark meat and got a thigh. Ate about a third and was feeling really tight, managed a few green beans and a bit of potatos with cheese. Went up to my room, grabbed my used McCafe cup and coughed up a few bites. Wasn't too bad (hey, Friday morning I coughed up most of my breakfast).
I'm sure it was stress and eating too fast (I really wanted to go to an ARD). One of my good friends says it sounds like I'm getting bulimia and I told her I'd worry about it in about 150 pounds and at that point I'd get an unfill and things would be better.
And I have seriously thought about an unfill BUT right now I"m doing what the surgery was supposed to do, let me lose weight.
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