Still in Survival Mode

At school (see http://www.kweaver.org/cs ) I am still just surviving each day.

So I'm gaining and losing the same 4 pounds (but it's lower 4 pounds).  This fill is working but I've been making some bad choices.

I've already made one switch that should help — doing McCafe Cappiocino instead of a Mocha in the morning.  That says about 25 carbs and 110 calories.  I've found that eating during the day at school doesn't work.  Neither does eating something in the car.  Both tend to come right up.

I'm still eating all evening, just not as much.

Not training and showing Maggie has reduced some stress level, especially the not trialing part.  Macy improves steadily each week.  She's now running the course with me and we're finishing before the whistle blows, just not taking every obstacle I tell her too.  One thing I am doing is not sweating out anything she misses but I just keep going.

We've got another trial next weekend.